Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Introduction to Selective Mutism an overview

To make things easier I have written a short (11) slide presentation on Selective Mutism. I have added this onto my facebook blog page but for all of those who don't have facebook I will add them here also. If you are on facebook please head on over and like my blog page, add me to an interest list so I am not lost in the pages feed too! (more instructions on the blog page)

Without further discussion.

A common misconception of issue of confusion is that the child is able to speak but not in all situations. So often a child can be seen to speak at home or at safe places such as Grandma's house but unable to speak a word say at school or at a restaurant.


Entering school is a important opportunity to recognise the symptoms of Selective Mutism.


Please not avoidance is not a behavioural issue, the child is living in constant fear and the step of avoiding a situation will relieve the feelings of anxiety. When one is stuck in flight, fight of freeze, logic does not apply in these situations.



If the child is able to speak when you are not in the room or whisper to someone else this is not a sign of being stubborn or willful. Be grateful that your school environment is safe enough for the child to speak at all. Some children are not able to speak a word in school.




During diagnosis it is important to take into consideration simple issues such as a hearing impairment. So it is vital during the workup of diagnosis that a child's hearing is tested, their speech assessed, to ensure that there is no other cause besides Selective Mutism. Also note that children with Selective Mutism can have speech delays which complicates because the child is not able to hear and repeat language as often as others.



Monday, November 5, 2012

Grant me the serenity....

The cry of every parent with a child with special needs, is usually a lack of something we have to fight for so much respite, services, finances and so much more. The constant fighting advocacy can in itself become a black whole. A place where it is hard to think of much else, it consumes your thoughts, much of your time and energy. If we are not careful it can overwhelm us and make dealing with our situations harder. 

For two months I have been rather busy as part of my post birth journey my baby was 9 months old, I felt I was ready to start to attempt to lose weight. I joined up to an online weight loss club that cost a mere $19.95 on 12 month contract. To do something for me. The cost of having two kids with special needs and the thought of what was going to change was beginning to take it's toll.

What has surprised me the most is that my situation has not changed not at all. But what I could control me, did. Regardless of how much weight I have lost (so stoked I have lost 10 kg's so far), I feel better in myself happier. It is still a bit crazy and I am considering the commitments I have the appointments I am attending and making sure in the new year I am really careful with what I choose to take on. Something for me was just what I needed. 


Now... I am sure you must be thinking the following things:
  • I simply don't have the energy to exercise
  • Where would I find the time (whose going to look after the kids)
  • I don't have the money
  • I don't have the clothes
What I am encouraging you to do if your not already make some changes to your lifestyle just for you, is it healthy eating, exercise or sleep hmm that is a little harder I still have a baby remember!! There is always something small that we can do to make our lives healthier. Nothing drastic just keep it simple and take notice of what you can do, where your life is at and what your commitments are. 

After all of this happening, I had some strength to try again for some help with respite after my disastrous last attempt you can read my account here. Admittedly I got someone else to call up and find out if I was eligible first, I was not ready to go through that experience again. However I had enough strength to ask after it had been checked out, good news apparently I am eligible after all who would have thought and my two children are eligible, who knows what to do with the baby yet:). So it is nice to know that I can get some respite and also some help for my eldest to get help for the swimming lessons he needs for his therapy and joint strengthening. 

So be brave, do something for you! Whatever that might look like. Ask about respite if you need it, even get someone else to ask for you first if you need to. In all of this I have been considering the Serenity prayer, thinking on the words I have come to the conclusion to avoid the black hole we all need to consider what we can't change (or who) and what we can and direct our energy into the right place. I will leave you to think on the words of this poem (I wasn't aware there was a second verse).

God grant me the serenity 
To accept the things I cannot change; 
Courage to change the things I can; 
And wisdom to know the difference. 

Living one day at a time; 
Enjoying one moment at a time; 
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; 
Taking, as He did, this sinful world 
As it is, not as I would have it; 
Trusting that He will make all things right 
If I surrender to His Will; 
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life 
And supremely happy with Him 
Forever and ever in the next.

Amen.

Saturday, October 27, 2012

barriers to engagement

The amount of times I have sat back and watched a therapist attempting to work with my children and completing missing it and not making a connection with my kids is quite shocking. It is so frustrating being a parent and seeing the lack of connection, the missed opportunities of learning and relationship. It sounds like it is simple but obviously it isn't simple so what are the barriers to engaging with a children:

  • the pressure of the program. How often do we see the agenda of the therapist coming through so strongly it overpowers the child resulting with a dis-empowerment of the child. The pressure of time takes away the time necessary for children to engage with you, the time for a child to warm up. Without this time, the child doesn't have the opportunity to feel respected, to trust the therapist and to feel that they can be themselves.
  • not observing the child's non verbal behaviour. Sometimes a therapist can be so consumed in verbal language that they forget to read the non verbal. It is easy to see when a child is communicating non verbally that they don't feel comfortable. Unfortunately I have seen this the most with speech therapists. When a therapist ignores the non verbal behaviour and communication it actually sends a message that if a child can't speak or struggles to speak for that person, that the therapist's efforts are wasted. I will speak on and on about the stages of communication just because the child is not talking, does not mean they are not communicating.
  • putting on a director's hat or parent hat. In the therapy situation it is really tempting especially as a parent to feel a little worried when your child acts in a socially unacceptable way. For me when my son jumps around too much or is too loud I am so tempted to say something. Or when he snatches or does something I am trying to teach him not to do, the temptation to speak is so strong. I have seen this with therapists who get distracted with other things I have heard therapists discuss how the child needs to sit differently or get frustrated when they are distracted. This is a barrier to engagement.
  • convenience. Now hear me out before you shoot me:) I have often seen what is most convenient for the therapist overriding what is best practice for the child. Often this includes the therapist being close minded about the best way to approach therapy including feeling that the parent doesn't know what they are doing. Also one issue in relation to Selective Mutism the majority of the time most people do therapy at their centre. This is ok in most situations but in others no. I have heard therapists outwardly discussing they will not do any therapy outside of their office, sometimes because of bad experiences of other people not turning up. Secondly it has to do with time, the rhythm of the child. Sometimes the times offered for therapy actually don't help the child. Say after school the therapy may be arranged straight after school. I have personally seen the lack of progress because of choosing the wrong time. Please understand I am not judging those who may be therapists. But I have seen how for example my son interacts at home compared to in the centre. Personally I believe it should come down to the best practice what is the best way to do this, and best interest what is the best for this child?

These are just a few short ideas on what I have seen come up in therapy as barriers to engagement with children. I find it humbling to think how many times I have actually be involved in placing barriers between me and my children because of what I am doing.

Next post we will discuss how to engage with children.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

it's the little things

When I become a parent, I had envisioned maybe dreaded would be the correct term lots of playschool doing actions and learning songs and dancing with my kids. It sounds like such a small things and a normal part of a child's development. Whether or not it was Selective Mutism, his SPD or his BJHS it wasn't a part of our life.


At school I have memories of watching my son in the plays and seeing my outgoing loud son completely stone frozen. No expression on his face, unable to move make a noise or even an action. Even during school he wasn't able to do actions in circle time or even dance. Even at home it become something I didn't ask anymore because I knew what the answer was, or the stone silence and nothingness was not what I wanted to deal with.



Now our SM son is not our only child as our second boy grew up we noticed a lot of things especially now he is 4. He is able to dance or to do actions or to sing to music but he was and is held back a little by his bigger brother's example (another complexity of parenting a special needs child). 



When it started I am not sure, but he has been listening to some music at home by Sean W Smith and over and over again in his room as he is going to sleep. Sean W Smith is a christian artist who writes decent music for kids. I am a musician and I do have a standard of only playing decently played and written music to my kids. I don't want to torture them! :) One great thing about the lyrics in a lot of the songs by Sean W Smith is that they are strength building, encouraging lyrics that deal with the issues that young kids come across like being scared at night, dealing with bullies. 


One night my husband come in and told me he is dancing in his bed, under the covers in his bed, quite a funny thought. He is learning some of the words (which he has always struggled with) and is able to do some actions. This is now generalizing in other areas as well he is moving, well wiggling to music. A sight to see, now the task of teaching my child how to dance a little:). With school starting next week I wonder if the teacher will notice what the difference is in him.  


What have I learnt about this experience? Two things it's surprising the little things that seem insignificant that can get you really emotional 1 if they can't do it and 2 when they finally learn how to. Secondly I am learning not to underestimate the small things that can bring breakthroughs in my children's lives.  So maybe things are changing dramatically but I am stopping to enjoy the small victories along the way. Have a think about what might be happening big and small that you can be grateful for? Think on this!

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

getting the full picture

Life can be a tapestry, well even more so parenting is a like a tapestry it is so difficult to get the full picture on what is really going on. I often think I wish I understood my child more, what does he think, what does he feel does he even know? The idea with a tapestry you can see the threads from behind some days they look like a mess, well a lot of days they do but when you turn it around you can see the full picture. I constantly feel like I am trying to peer around the corner trying to see, but I can't reach.

At the moment we are working through some testing with my son, general cognitive stuff. Last week we did some speech testing which had some surprising results and then this week we looked into the cognitive side and he did the WISC, which he did really well he worked for a full hour and made it through with a few short breaks to regain full concentration. Things that stood out to us are his love for numbers his weakness in auditory processing and skills in that area. Apparently he has a high processing speed so he can think quite fast and he does have a normal IQ. Next appointment we will look at it more and see what else the tests reveal. 

So often with my son there are two versions of him, what we see at home the loud, sometimes rude and bossy, funny and lively young man, and then outside of the home he is withdrawn quiet and non verbal a lot of the time. What was great this week and last week was that Josiah was able to talk to the psychologist, well it was a whisper so it still counts. But he was actually talking normally this is quite a feat, not just answering short questions or short subjects, things that he was thinking about his experiences. What was even funnier was that he was actually talking too much last week and it was interfering with the testing. It was something the both of us kept smiling at each other about.

The question is, he struggles so hard to just do school that therapy often is very hard, I recognise the HUGE difference between what he is like during the term and what he is like in the holidays. It is so dramatic. What changes can I make in this area to make this issue a little easier, it does become a huge obstacle to therapy. I am also recognising the impact of his sensory processing issues are having on him and the associate fatigue, shut downs and low arousal issues. More on that in my other blog Sensory Processing Disorder and Selective Mutism. For now I am enjoying the fact that my boy's psychologist gets to see the hidden Josiah what a privilege.

The other questions we need to ask ourselves are:

Do we really need to know EVERYTHING that is going on, do we have to understand everything? Why does mystery become a source of anxiety?

Secondly maybe the tapestry is not finished yet, if we shortcut the process we may miss out on the beauty of the finished task. Contentment is a quality we all need to chase after. 

The ability to be peaceful no matter what the circumstances are, could be or should be. Hey if we figured this out, then most of our problems would cease to exist, it would be a high and lofty goal. The question is do we allow ourselves to be at peace? 

Friday, September 21, 2012

who do we say they are?

identity the collective aspect of the set of characteristics by which a thing is definitively recognizable or known; the set of behavioural or personal characteristics by which an individual is recognizable as a member of a group.

Whatever age your child is they are in the process of forming their identity. Working out who they are, what they stand for. Understanding how people perceive them, what their parents believe of them. 

    

It is so easy as a parent regardless if they have special needs or not to see what your children are not doing. What they need to work on, what they are doing wrong. Rather than what they are doing right. Recently I have been thinking on how to build a positive identity and self image in my children. I come across something I read a while ago in a school newsletter all about the different types of intelligences or smarts. Howard Gardner introduced this concept in the 80's, I love how it can help form a positive self image. Howard explains this theory in this short video. This second video also shows how multiple intelligences work in the school system.

Dr Gardner describes the following intelligences:

"1 Verbal-Linguistic Intelligence -- well-developed verbal skills and sensitivity to the sounds, meanings and rhythms of words
2 Mathematical-Logical Intelligence -- ability to think conceptually and abstractly, and capacity to discern logical or numerical patterns
3 Musical Intelligence -- ability to produce and appreciate rhythm, pitch and timber
4 Visual-Spatial Intelligence -- capacity to think in images and pictures, to visualize accurately and abstractly
5 Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence -- ability to control one's body movements and to handle objects skillfully
6 Interpersonal Intelligence -- capacity to detect and respond appropriately to the moods, motivations and desires of others.
7 Intrapersonal Intelligence -- capacity to be self-aware and in tune with inner feelings, values, beliefs and thinking processes
8 Naturalist Intelligence -- ability to recognize and categorize plants, animals and other objects in nature
9 Existential Intelligence -- sensitivity and capacity to tackle deep questions about human existence, such as the meaning of life, why do we die, and how did we get here."

Regardless of whether it relates to education or parenting, this issue is so important. As Dr Gardner mentions it is not a case of a child being smart, average or dumb. The question is have they had the opportunity to discover their intelligence and to be assessed or seen through this way. In education it is very important to allow children to learn in all types of different ways. 

This relates to parenting also, if we are intelligent in a different area than our child if we don't take the time to work this out we can put undue pressure and pain on our child because they are different. In regards to our child's identity knowing what the intelligences our children hold, means that we can then in turn praise them for what they are good at. 

In considering this and how I can contribute to my children forming a healthy self esteem and identity, these are the things I found that helps me:
  • Focus on the good ( Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.) Talk about what is good about your child, partner and your own life. This may not change much but it will change how you feel. 
  • Know the season, don't fight it. Don't waste time fighting your situation, embrace it and even step back every now and again.
  • De-schedule your life every now and again. Therapy for your children will not be effective if they are too fatigued to receive the benefits from it. Allow breaks for your child for old fashioned fun. 
  • Find out your child's strength and passions; use that to base your home therapy program. Get a great book like Out of Sync Child has fun that can point you in the right direction.
  • Praise your child regularly

The kids can't have all the fun. So the challenge for you and me (don't worry) is to download one of the 100 ways to praise your child charts and then use it!



See what else you can find and let me know how you adding some praise to your day. Don't forget to let the rest of your family in on the fun.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

the straw that broke the camel's back

This week I investigated the possibility of getting some help. Realizing that having two children now with special needs, I know that I have to be very careful that I don't push myself too much. What makes me think that I am close to that line, I not only have lost my wallet, I think I have permanently. So I have had to go through the grueling process of ordering new cards and then waiting for them to come. So upon some instruction I received previously I called Carelink, now for those who don't know who they are, their role is to 

"provide a link to and information about a wide range of community, aged care and support services available locally or across Australia, including services for older people, people with a disability, and those who provide care and services. Centres can also assist carers with options to take a break through short-term and emergency respite services, based on assessed need, and provide advice on and coordinate access to respite services in a carer’s local area."

Before I become a carer my chosen area of work is community services; I was well acquainted with the process of determining if a client would fit the criteria, often I knew the affect of how my decisions would impact the lives of the clients that I work with. So when I called Carelink I asked them so what is their criteria, I got no answer except that I had to call them. So call them I did, made an appointment and they were coming out to see me.

To say I was frustrated is an understatement, apparently we don't qualify for any help from this particular agency. Nor did they really know who could help. I was told to call a line who could help.. so call them I did. The situation got worse from there, apparently according to their guidelines I can only receive respite for one child, I have two children with special needs and I have three children. So their supposed respite is useless to me. All I actually asked was for some domestic help and some respite once a month so I can go out with my husband. 

After this phone call, the tears did flow actually they flowed quite freely on the phone too. I picture myself having a jar that gets filled every time that someone says no we can't help you, he doesn't fit our criteria, even from DSC the disability agency in our state I am told he doesn't fit our criteria, we have no services in your area. This time I had heard too much. 

So from there I did two things: I rang Carers WA and spoke to their information advice line I was too emotionally upset to try and contact anyone else so they are going to call the local Carelink Worker, maybe I should have done that from the start. Next I googled (my friend) Mental Health Respite and rang a local agency, turns out the support worker is a good friend I worked with, lucky she had some ideas of creative thinking of how I can get some help. Also thinking of how she can go into bat for me with DSC as something or somehow I should be able to get something. A morning appointment has been booked next week to get the ball rolling.

To be honest I still feel a little raw and I feel that the tears are still close. One thing I know to get something you need sometimes requires some persistence and a knowledge that I do deserve what I am asking for which actually isn't much at all. This I learnt today respite and funding falls into the following categories, that I am aware of:

- DSC Funded respite, only available for clients who are registered with DSC
- HACC Funded respite, only for those who are over 65 and/or caring for someone of that age, the reasons behind why the services are provided is to keep people living independently as long as possible.
- Mental Health Respite, for families/carers associate with Mental Health

Respite and in home help in the form of domestic help, for others medical services and in home care are a vital service. I was astounded that a service which is designed to give you a break, to help you and help you cope better. Actually caused me more stress and tears than was necessary, it is so important that relevant accurate referrals are given to families, so vital. Whatever your situation is I encourage you to keep trying to get help when you need it whether it is:

  • going out with a friend for coffee
  • spending time with your partner
  • having a night or day break from your caring role
  • attending support groups
  • taking the help that you can receive, even if you don't think you need it right now you might in the future
  • listen to your body, listen to your emotions know how you are going, avoiding burnout is as simple as listening to what your body tells you and acting it.
  • allowing family and friends to watch your children so you can get out and do something on your own

If you are going through a similar thing, please share what you are doing to look after yourselves, what respite you do access and how does that look for you?

Sunday, August 26, 2012

the day has come

Tonight is a late night for my son, tomorrow is the start of a busy few days. First up is the long night ahead of us keeping my son up to midnight and then shock horror waking him up at 5am tomorrow morning, whose smart idea was that. I know I know I am sure there is a clinical logical reason for this insane request, I just hope they are ready for the insane meltdowns they might witness tomorrow morning. 

On the other hand I think about the times when I wonder what is going on. I thought parenting was going to be a simple experience, feed them keep them clean and love them. Not so simple, thinking about first words. Words they sound so simple and so many parents wish their child would stop talking. As I am raising my second son, I realize the differences the simple amount of language we hear from him and the complexity of it worries us. 

A lot of times it just seems he doesn't have the words, he says something and you have to interpret what he is saying to understand it. He forgets what you say so often, it's crazy. So we did ask the pediatrician why hasn't his speech improved considering he has been in speech therapy since he was a baby and we have been sowing in a LOT of time and effort to help him along the way. The next step that would be tomorrow morning.

First up he is having a EEG done to check for you guessed it epilepsy, this is a scary concept. But this is the type of epilepsy we are looking to rule out, it is called 
"Laundau-Fleffner Syndrome or LKS, is a rare, childhood neurological disorder characterized by the sudden or gradual development of aphasia (the inability to understand or express language) and an abnormal electro-encephalogram (EEG). LKS affects the parts of the brain that control comprehension and speech. The disorder usually occurs in children between the ages of 5 and 7 years. Typically, children with LKS develop normally but then lose their language skills for no apparent reason. While many of the affected individuals have seizures, some do not. The disorder is difficult to diagnose and may be misdiagnosed as autism, pervasive developmental disorder, hearing impairment, learning disability, auditory/verbal processing disorder, attention deficit disorder, mental retardation, childhood schizophrenia, or emotional/behavioral problems."
This is the first step of the process this week, next we are also getting an MRI done the next day, though my son's pediatrician never mentioned why.. these are my theories; to further investigate his recent diagnosis of Benign Joint Hyper-mobility Syndrome and to see if there are any abnormalities with his joints and muscles. Secondly some disorders of the brain can cause language issues that are not so simple, this I haven't allowed myself to think of at all but it does pop into my mind from time to time. This I think I will think on more if the reports come back abnormal in this area. 

So I will report back later on the whole experience.. Secondly for us just to make life interesting my other son is being fitted for hearing aids tomorrow. Part of me is sad that it has come to this, the unknown is quite scary. But the other part of me is happy because my son will receive the gift of hearing what a blessing. I am so blessed to live in a country that funds the hearing aids that he needs. He is getting a special type of hearing aid called a bone conduction hearing aid which is able to switch on and off as his hearing improves or worsens. This is much preferred as my son has teeny tiny ear canals which could prove difficult for fitting them as they could get uncomfortable. 

Tomorrow I will be positive, I will not buy tomorrow's troubles today. Each day has it's own sufficient troubles to deal with. One thing I pray my child won't suffer from is not making decisions because of fear, I hope and pray I can install in them a strength and resolve to be able to face each challenge as it comes before them. Wisdom is always appreciated and I pray for it daily!

Thursday, August 23, 2012

what is Selective Mutism

Getting back to basics for some time I have been talking about how to treat Selective Mutism but it is important to visit again what Selective Mutism is and what it isn't. While watching a refreshing documentary "my child isn't perfect" a definition or a description of Selective Mutism was mentioned "selective mutism is a communication disorder in which a person most often a child who is normally capable of speech is unable to speak in given situations." What is most confusing to anyone who meets a child with selective mutism is the stark difference between home and the alternate personality that is most visable, it's like living with two children. This can be most confusing for visiting therapists as they don't get the opportunity to see the child outside of the home environment.

Under the banner of selective mutism there are a few sub types that help explain it better, the Louise Porter explained it well "first is transient mutism, in which children are reluctant to speak for the first few weeks (or perhaps months) after entering a new setting such as preschool or school, but whose difficulties abate spontaneously (Kolvin & Fundudis 1981). It is important to wait a few months before forming a diagnosis as some children naturally start talking on their own. But anyone who is working with this child or is a parent of this child needs to be very careful to bring in intervention the moment that the situation does not resolve.

Another type of mutism is "migrant children Many bilingual children merely lack confidence in speaking in English, which abates as their English communication skills improve." As with transient mutism it is vital to monitor the situation and provide support so that the child has the best opportunity to feel comfortable. Some children also have a sense of resentment about moving countries as well which can complicate any therapy.

The third group is children whose mutism is  secondary to other conditions, such as developmental delays, speech and language disorders or Asperger syndrome. These children’s speech avoidance reflects their awareness that they have communication difficulties." This group of children present a considerable risk because of the issue of other conditions forming barriers for progress. Also the other consideration is that the other conditions can actually mask their Selective Mutism and it goes undiagnosed, which would be most unfortunate.

The last type of mutism is "persistent mutism, whose symptoms typically last for three or more years.  Compared to those whose mutism is transient, these children are likely to be more anxious overall (rather than simply in social settings) and also to  have difficulties separating from their parents. Most nevertheless do well academically, although their teachers tend  to underestimate their skills (Cunningham et al. 2004; Ford et al. 1998). "

What isn't selective mutism, now for the parents and teachers or relatives who may be having a silent heart attack thinking that their child may have this condition. This is how I understand it works. First of all shy in the dictionary means bashful, easily frightened away, suspicious, distrustful, reluctant and wary. A shy child is able to function, I heard this described in a interview on Selective Mutism. If a child has Selective Mutism he/she will not have the ability to function, they will freeze, shut down, their face expressions change in the anxious situation. A child with selective mutism can be bullied, hurt themselves, be sick and simply not be able to ask for help.

People also wrongly attribute what I call and is known as traumatic mutism as selective mutism. The difference with traumatic mutism is that the mutism is triggered by a event, it may include every person or specific people. It is still a reaction to anxiety but the treatment of it is completely different. If you don't treat the cause of the trauma with counselling or support then a progression out of mutism won't be possible. We need to be very clear selective mutism is never because of abuse or overprotection of the parents. This I believe leads to pointing of the fingers which is never beneficial for the child who is needing the support.

Saturday, August 18, 2012

waiting... how to do it constructively



“Don’t worry.” Those may be among the most annoying words that parents of children with special needs can hear. Of course we’re going to worry. With all the troubles our children face, with all our determination to help them, with all the stressful meetings with specialists and educators, worrying is a simple fact of life. The trick is to worry in a way that leads to a solution instead of an ulcer. Follow these tips to turn your destructive worrying into constructive worrying.

Difficulty: Easy

Time Required: Less time than you're spending now

Here's How:
  1. Schedule your worry time. Set a little bit of time aside each day to really indulge your worries. And then, for the rest of the day, keep any additional worrying on hold for your next session.
  2. Do something healthy while you worry. Make a little deal with yourself: You’ll only worry while you’re walking, or working out. That way, you’ll always have something positive to show for it in the end.
  3. Write your worries down. Whether it’s a journal, an informal list on a legal pad, a computer file or a weblog, anything that gets your worries out of your head and into more concrete form will help you deal with them more effectively.
  4. Ask yourself: What’s the worst that could happen?Then think about what you would do if it does. Preparing can reduce a worry’s power over you.
  5. Ask yourself: What’s the best that could happen? The ideal scenario is probably as unlikely to occur as the worst-case one, but it gives you something to work toward instead of back away from.
  6. Get more specific. Rather than worrying about things in general, try focusing in on one topic to really concern yourself about.
  7. Read and research. Time you spend reading up on your worry topic will indulge the worrying part of you while also moving toward a constructive solution.
  8. Share your worries with others. It’s another way of getting your worries out of your head and into the light where you can examine them better. The people you talk or correspond with may be able to help or just sympathize, but you’re likely to get new insight just from the act of sharing.
  9. If you’re plagued by worries that are not constructive at all, de-construct them. Write them on a piece of paper and then crumple the paper, cut it into pieces, set it on fire, put it at the bottom of the garbage, or do something else that symbolizes your rejection of those worries. Repeat every day if necessary.
  10. Use your old worries as signposts of progress. If you’re keeping a worry journal, flip back from time to time to see what you were worrying about weeks, months or years ago. You may be surprised to see how many things are no longer issues. Check them off, cross them out, and feel the power of constructive worrying.

waiting....

One of the most challenging virtues I believe is patience. As a typically organised person (not my house mind you) but my life and my kids lives are fairly organised. I have Google calendars set up with their appointments and reminders to help me remember. I like to have things checked off my check-list and completed. This is all ok, until I hit the following roadblocks:

  • waiting lists for paediatricians that are six months long and appointments aren't made until a month in advance
  • getting three weeks notice for appointments in Perth (living in the country can drive you crazy)
  • not being able to figure out what's wrong
  • waiting for that next appointment
  • having to trust that your child will be ok at school or will he and is it ok if he is not
  • waiting for funding applications for school assistance
  • relying on other people to do a job and to do it their way not necessarily how you would do it
  • asking someone to help and they forget or don't turn up

Recently I realised my stress levels were a little high, how did I tell that I wasn't coping? Me a person who has a spot for her keys, my wallet goes into my bag and everything has it's place. I lost my keys twice completely for a day at a time, then I lost my wallet twice all in one week. I really had no idea where I had lost them and I was too exhausted to search effectively.

wait 
So I am thinking of what words mean for me and their alternative meanings as a parent for example

wait: is to remain inactive or in a state of repose, as until something expected happens. Or I think alternatively: that frustrating process that involves doing absolutely nothing until FINALLY the day comes for... the appointment, the letter of approved funding.. that email comes.

patience


patience: is an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay. Patience to me can be allusive a quality of something I would strive to be, that I choose to push down the antsy feeling that can overwhelm me while waiting ( the frustrating process that involves doing absolutely nothing.)


trust is a reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence. This is possibility the most difficult, trust can mean three things entrusting your child to be looked after by someone else who you are not really sure they understand or know your child ; or choosing to leave your child in the care of someone else you really don't think has a clue; or what I would prefer leaving your child in the care of someone who may not not everything about your child or their diagnosis but you are confident they are willing to understand and to learn more.


It comes down to something more having confidence or placing your confidence (having strong belief or full assurance) in your child, in the teacher, in the therapist, in the process. This can be supported by those around you providing evidence to why you should be placing your confidence in them, the process, your child. Maybe I would love to be in control of everything just sometimes. Is that beneficial for me, not likely, could it be too much for me, most definitely. What could my child me missing out on because I want to have more control over the details over what they experience, a lot. That person who we are struggling to trust can be a person who can bring change and growth in a positive way even if we might think it is negative at the time.

I firmly believe for any parent trusting in others is part of the journey of giving your child opportunities to grow and learn and experience life so that when they are older and ready to leave home (I can't see this closely right now.. it's SOO far away). They will be resilient and strong or the contrary, what we do in this season and the choices we make will affect this process and the formation of their character and strengths. 

On a Christian note (feel free to stop reading if you feel this does not apply to you) there is another level to trust and confidence. Trust also means a person on whom or thing on which one relies: God is my trust. When I find myself in the frustrating process of waiting of trusting their is another dimension. I know that I can trust in God also, take my worries to him in prayer and trust that he can watch over my children wherever they go and that all things can work together for good. This is something that I need to make a conscious decision to do, it is too easy to forget the resource of prayer and trust in God, this can truly be the challenge!

If you still feel that you are worrying I found this article helpful. I may not be able to stop worrying but how about I do it constructively?? this in the next post!

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

social skills in the face of a anxiety based disorder

One of the dangers with Selective Mutism is the impact that it has on their social development. You don't realize how much a part of social skills is learnt through verbal skills until you look at someone's life who is non verbal. Simple things also for a child with Selective Mutism such as waving, smiling can be impossible. Which for young children on the receiving end of the is quite difficult, how do you explain this to another child. Also the scary part is how long will they wait while their playmate stays non verbal?

So one of our goals naturally is to work on social skills, where do you start? I got some information from a book that discusses social skills and Selective Mutism. In our psychology sessions with Josiah we also work on social skills this can be as simple as just relating and speaking with the therapists he works with or it can be more targeted as in how to have a conversation and describe himself. As far as I am concerned why bother giving him lots of help with his speech both his delay and his mutism without empowering him with what to do when he is able. 


Here is an idea of what we are working on and a list we drew up:

Social Skills
  • Greet peers from school, at other places
  • Eye contact, smile, wave or say hi
  • Using manners
  • Make eye contact, use please, thank you and excuse me appropriately in complete sentences watch others reactions
  • Taking turns when playing a game
  • Wait patiently, smile, thank others for playing and wait for your turn, be gracious in winning and losing
  • Accepting invitations from others for play or other social interaction
  • Maintain eye contact and smile, or ask what others are doing, say thank you and begin to play
  • Cooperating with others in a game or project
  • Use manners, take turns, engage in small conversation, and thank others for playing

 Emotional Intelligence
  • Identifying emotions in yourself such as happiness, sadness, fear/anxiety and anger
  • Watch your body, posture and facial expressions, listen to the statements made by a person, and study the context of the situations (what is happening around the people involved).
  • Dealing with being sad or anxious
  • Relax the body, think about difficult thoughts, understand the feeling is temporary, and talk to someone
  • Controlling impulses and anger instead of acting with them quickly
  • Count silently to 10, relax the body, exit the situation appropriately, and talk to someone.
  • Sharing feelings appropriately
  • Discuss feelings when you are not angry, use manners, speak articulately and listen carefully to others reactions. 
There are so many ways that you can teach social skills, stories, practice and a lot of methods at home. But in this post I will discuss the way that we practiced social skills in the therapy setting. There are a few ways you can get started, using puppets practicing in real life situations. What we did first up the psychologist wrote out some general conversational questions such as what is your favourite colour, drink, movie that sort of thing. 

Then using the ipad and the app sock puppets you can practice this conversation record it and play it back in a normal voice or a scrubbed voice. This worked quite well and we needs to keep doing this type of thing. Social skills permeate through ever part of our lives, and not something that we can learn over night. As parents we are responsible to model to our children how to live life, how to treat people, to relate to others. If we can give our children this ability to relate to others it relates to school, work, life, relationships we can give them a healthy start on life.